Akhilesh Mohan I totally hear where you’re coming from and I do sympathize. I know what it’s like to feel second-best. To try and not succeed. The best advice and the most encouraging words I can offer are, Keep Going. Just keep believing in yourself. Maybe you need to refine your approach, maybe you don’t. Only you will know that. Just don’t lose faith and hope. You may be so close to what you desire. I find that often times, we are and the biggest mistake we can make is giving up. Good luck!